One should really not have their hopes too high. I am a very good example. Have too much hope. Now I really fell down to the bottomless pit.
I am very disappointed. Perhaps I took it too seriously. She earned it fair and share. I just don't understand. I think I will never understand. She is hardworking and she deserved it. All these are the results of the evil doings "competition".
I had told myself more than once, twice and thrice not to fall into the traps set up by competitions. Yet once again, I fell in again. Since there is no difference between Special stream and Express stream, I thought I could take it easy but I can't do it. Thinking too much about it. I want to get rid of all the hatred I had for her. We were friends but I think that she was trying hard to defeat me in studies. At first, I thought I was too suspicious. She was asking me to study with her everyday. I agreed and we studied together. She can't seem to absorb everything she learn yet the next day, she seems to memorize the whole chapter that we were studying the day before.
I don't get it. I guess I never will. I hate the way she treated me. Maybe she trying to get even with me or whatever the reason is, I don't want to know. Instead of blaming and hating her, I think the person I should blame and hate should be myself.
I DESPISE COMPETITION!
|9:14 PM|
~ Felicia Khoo ~
`28th July 1991
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